nothing is worth my pride ! nothing is worth sacrificing my peace of mind and living every second wondering if you're ok . Nothing is worth it ... not even YOU .

5# everything is becoming so vague , i cannot differ the truth from the lies ... the right from the wrong, the dream from the reality !! Have i ever been in love ?!... i can no longer hold any memories, i can only be confused... all my sorrows has left me alone, in silent it fades away, in silent it takes what's left of me .. and disappears. It disappears .. and I shall no longer Be..

4#i'm gonna start seeking other colors than RED from now on although it's the only color I've taught myself to distinguish from the black I've lived in for so long ...

3#I am strong unless you're there ► you are Kryptonite to me ► every step i get closer to you weakens me ► you become a steel blade that STRIKES THROUGH my defenses ► and in a blink of an eye, my HEART <3>

exposed to only YOU !!

2# u wear me out !! i can no longer argue, i can no longer protest , i can no longer explain why i'm always so tired ... u wear me out , completely !!

1# ◄ YOU are my NEVER land ► jst take me away where i should NEVER GROW UP ◄ jst take me away where i can NEVER BE SAD again ► TAKE me AWAY ...

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0 # y do i have this Incomprehensible feeling ►i'm gonna hurt myself badly this time ►and no one will be able to help me out ►not even YOU !!

-1 # i still dnt get it !! wut the hell am i doing? *confused* =\

-2 # i'm spending 24 hrs with ME !!!! honestly !! how did u do it ?Habiba Amer i can't hang with me , me's driving me crazy !! now i knw y they say all GR8 AUTHORS are a bit SCHIZOPHRENIC, and a lot of WACKO !! =\

-3 # tired > exhausted > can't dream> loosing faith > need to find my hope again > INSPIRATION ???

-4# missing u so much that my heart aches with ever beat as your features sneaks back into my world, to make me dayDREAM once more... i've never got my thaughts strayed that way before...

-5 # dnt even tell me the u miss me cuz ur not , u dnt come running to meet me when u see me cross the road... u just leave me there, wondering around, pretending u dnt see me at all.. but i know u did, i knw u did..

just a passing thought...

if there's more than 3 guys who really likes u , and u ignore them but still there's this one guy u can't find peace without him !! how do u convert ur suffering from his absence to joy of their presence ?

when you go,, you take all of me... =(

i no longer have wishes or desires for anything but u, you become my whole reason of being, my entire EXISTENCE parishes to be a shadow by your side.. how can u be this? how can u erase me when your not around?

How??