nothing is worth my pride ! nothing is worth sacrificing my peace of mind and living every second wondering if you're ok . Nothing is worth it ... not even YOU .

5# everything is becoming so vague , i cannot differ the truth from the lies ... the right from the wrong, the dream from the reality !! Have i ever been in love ?!... i can no longer hold any memories, i can only be confused... all my sorrows has left me alone, in silent it fades away, in silent it takes what's left of me .. and disappears. It disappears .. and I shall no longer Be..

4#i'm gonna start seeking other colors than RED from now on although it's the only color I've taught myself to distinguish from the black I've lived in for so long ...

3#I am strong unless you're there ► you are Kryptonite to me ► every step i get closer to you weakens me ► you become a steel blade that STRIKES THROUGH my defenses ► and in a blink of an eye, my HEART <3>

exposed to only YOU !!

2# u wear me out !! i can no longer argue, i can no longer protest , i can no longer explain why i'm always so tired ... u wear me out , completely !!

1# ◄ YOU are my NEVER land ► jst take me away where i should NEVER GROW UP ◄ jst take me away where i can NEVER BE SAD again ► TAKE me AWAY ...

* * * * *

0 # y do i have this Incomprehensible feeling ►i'm gonna hurt myself badly this time ►and no one will be able to help me out ►not even YOU !!

-1 # i still dnt get it !! wut the hell am i doing? *confused* =\

-2 # i'm spending 24 hrs with ME !!!! honestly !! how did u do it ?Habiba Amer i can't hang with me , me's driving me crazy !! now i knw y they say all GR8 AUTHORS are a bit SCHIZOPHRENIC, and a lot of WACKO !! =\

-3 # tired > exhausted > can't dream> loosing faith > need to find my hope again > INSPIRATION ???

-4# missing u so much that my heart aches with ever beat as your features sneaks back into my world, to make me dayDREAM once more... i've never got my thaughts strayed that way before...

-5 # dnt even tell me the u miss me cuz ur not , u dnt come running to meet me when u see me cross the road... u just leave me there, wondering around, pretending u dnt see me at all.. but i know u did, i knw u did..

just a passing thought...

if there's more than 3 guys who really likes u , and u ignore them but still there's this one guy u can't find peace without him !! how do u convert ur suffering from his absence to joy of their presence ?

when you go,, you take all of me... =(

i no longer have wishes or desires for anything but u, you become my whole reason of being, my entire EXISTENCE parishes to be a shadow by your side.. how can u be this? how can u erase me when your not around?

How??

1# he's a coffe person ,not that i dnt like guys who drink tea.. it's jst that they're irritatingly calm !

2# he likes cats , but he's more of a dog person , or WOLVES if they're possibale to own

i love huskys but they only live in the poles

3# convence me to do the right thing when i feel like rebelling on the community , not that he's doing this because of traditions or reliegon but because he cares

4# to be sensitive, though he never shows it

5# Extra funny , a smartypants

6# take dance lessons with me , even though he moght think it doesn't make him that manly

....

7# looks through my eyes , like he's piercing through my soul .. >> i dnt look in direct in someone eyes unless he really charms me !

8# value my writtings , even though i doubt my self always

9# Gr8 taste in music , but still listens to my horriable mixes if we're together in a car for instanse , and even though he doesn't like 'em

10# spontenously romantic

11# protective , but still open-minded and in control of his stalking ability

12 # thinks i'm the most beautiful girl , even though he rates me as 7,8 outta 10

13# never LIES to me

14 # have a tight bound with god, as in spirtual

15# not afraid of saying " i need u"

16# i'm the 3rd priority in his list , the first two are god and his parents

17# isn't with me jst to show off infront of his friends , and never feels embarrissed of me when i'm in my worst ways " p.s. i look like an ancient egyptian mummy when i'm in exams " !

18# not afraid of real commitment

19# doesn't care that my hands sweat when i get nervous !!! , cause i really get embarreced by that one

20 # A Great KISSER and thats very importent

21 # he cheriches 2 things the most ,, Cenima "a good movie " and cheese cakes

22 # Never witholds anything from me

Matt has taken Elektra up the roof, and it is about to rain]
Matt Murdock: When it rains, it's like there's a rooftop on the world. Each raindrop makes a sound the first time it falls on a surface. Just then, it's like I... it's like I can see again. And I... I just wanna... I just wanna see you.
Elektra: [smiles] Okay.
Matt Murdock: Look. Here it comes.
[it begins to rain, and Matt can now 'see' her]
Matt Murdock: My God... you are so beautiful.
[He kisses her. Then Matt hears men fighting down on the street and pulls away from her]
Elektra: What? Matt, what's wrong? Matt?
Matt Murdock: I'm sorry... I have to go.
[he turns from her, she takes ahold of his wrist]
Elektra: Stay. Stay with me.

i've heard there was a secret
chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty
in the moonlight
overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne,
she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe I've been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

There was a time you'd let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me do you?
Remember when I moved in you?
The holy dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
It's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

انت الان اسبابي في هذه الدنيا ..
حروبي و انتصاراتي ..
انت الان غنوة الابكم ..
و لوحة الضرير ..
انت معزوفتي للصم ..
انت دقات قلب لمن فقد الاحساس ..
انت كل الامل الذي نسيه الانسان
و طاح في الارض لقيطا ..
يتجرعه النسيان ..
انت كيس اوتاري و علبة مليئة بالالوان ..
و اقلام من دون حبر تنقش
الامل في القلب عنوان ..

لا تنساني ..

♥♥ Nehal ♥♥